After everything, you can't even look at me The thought of me leaves you trembling I'm a monster An imposter I held you too close and I lost ya I'm Sick I've always been lost in the head And your bed feels better when we're a mess It's the best We live it out like a movie I confess It's my quest for you to pursue me But you can't even look at me The thought of me leaves you trembling I'm a monster An imposter You say you don't know after everything And you can't even look at me Did my best to give you my energy I'm a monster An imposter I held you too close and I lost ya I lost you I lost you I lost you I quit Forgiving when you never forget The regret Feels worse than I'd ever expect It's the best We live it out like a movie I confess I wish you really wanted to choose me But you can't even look at me The thought of me leaves you trembling I'm a monster An imposter You say you don't know after everything And you can't even look at me Did my best to give you my everything I'm a monster An imposter I held you too close and I lost ya And I lost you And I lost you And I lost you And I lost you And I lost you And I lost you After everything, you can't even look at me The thought of me leaves you trembling I'm a monster An imposter I held you too close and I lost ya And I lost you And I lost you And I lost you I break everything I touch I held you close and felt you turn to dust