Bad The visions in my mind A trial so unkind Future or past, I'm Torn apart if the half is True Sorrows I always knew The grief as if on cue I'm surrendering To the dismay, the fear and the doubts Is it torture, is it pain? Am I alive in the end? Feeling airborne, in too deep Self-aware or insane? Am I wrong or am I right? Have I delivered such a fight? A survivor in the wild Clinging to the dirt Rejected by my kind Sad Dream of a grand design A secret to enshrine A merciless plan To become rulers of the Void A story to unfold Intuition, uncontrolled Delusion of a Dire fate just about to come Is it torture, is it pain? Am I alive in the end? Feeling airborne, in too deep Self-aware or insane? Was I wrong or was I right When I brought them all the light? A leader for everyone I just did my best Mother for any child It doesn't make the slightest sense Can't remember who I am Enclosed in an utter pretense I'll never be the same I feel the world falling apart The terror freezing my veins I can feel it inside my heart It's starting all again