And I miss the nights, winding down these Midwest roads we'd drive To a different city and another shitty dive But that's home to me, and every time that I close my eyes I see those lights but now they're gone It's empty and vacant, the hole this created is way too deep I know But I'll sift through the wreckage, although I am damaged I'm far from broken These days I just feel like I'm a memory, I'm distant and blurred out so you can't see Every single thing that's tearing me apart on the inside, I'm not fine, it feels like I'm fading away I know that you can't see this sinking ship inside of me, but it's tearing me apart And oh I know that you're only trying to better things But there's something deep inside of me It's breaking me down These days I just feel like I'm a memory, I'm distant and blurred out so you can't see Every single thing that's tearing me apart on the inside, I'm not fine, it feels like I'm fading away I can't keep sitting through the darkness, because I'm paralyzed and I miss when they would sing along These days I just feel like I'm a memory, I'm distant and blurred out so you can't see Every single thing that's tearing me apart on the inside, I'm not fine, it feels like I'm fading away These days I just feel like I'm a memory, I'm distant and blurred out so you can't see Every single thing that's tearing me apart on the inside, I'm not fine, it feels like I'm fading away