Shaking on the outbound, watching the birds try to escape Took Marylebone to Baker Street, won't leave the station in the rain Rode the District 7 stops and grabbed a quick bite to eat I haven't been myself this week I should be more positive, try smiling But this year just wore me down Now I'm a lit match in a strong wind, slowly fading Just a breath from going out I think you were the keystone keeping me from caving in The truss that held me upright, the blood under my skin And when you're gone I just start slipping Been mixing whites and colours, all my blacks have turned to grey My favourite hoodies faded, sad thing is I relate My cars been making noises I don't recognise, I can't afford to get it checked Both running on empty I'm in over my head I should be more grateful and concentrate on the things that I neglect Instead of being a deadweight just waiting on that breath I think you were the keystone keeping me from caving in The truss that held me upright, the blood under my skin I think you were the flowers, bloomed and got me through the Spring I think you were the keystone, my reason to keep going I tried to say goodbye (But every time you face away I) Change my mind (I'm so glad you came along) Just in time (I've realised) I don't deserve you in my life I try to block it out (But every time you face away I) Drop back down (I'm so glad you came along) Here and now (I've realised) I don't deserve you in my life I should be more positive, try smiling I should be more positive, try smiling But this year just wore me down I should be more positive, try smiling (There's no saving me now) I should be more positive, try smiling (There's no saving me now) But this year just wore me down I should be more positive, try smiling (There's no saving me now) I should be more positive, try smiling (There's no saving me now) But this year just, it just wore me down There's no saving me now There's no saving me now There's no saving me now There's no saving me now