How can I live like this
I climb to the top of the mountain
Only to fall right back to the fucking bottom
I've been trying to find the answers
But the words still pass me by
As much as I think I've learned
I still destroy myself
I can feel numbness caving in again
I still feel like a failure
Hiding away in the corners of my mind
My pain is self inflicted
I hold onto my regrets
Only to repeat them
Fall into the deepest pit
And let it fucking swallow me
Sitting in the dark just leave me alone
I here you talking but I'm not listening
Self loathing
Saboteur
Keep falling into my own traps
How can I live like this
I climb to the top of the mountain
Only to fall right back to the fucking bottom
I've been trying to find the answers
But the words still pass me by
As much as I think I've learned
I still destroy myself
I'm still learning to love myself
I am not my own enemy
I'm trying my best to overcome my flaws and become a better man
I climb to the top of the mountain
Just to fall back down
How can I live like this
I climb to the top of the mountain
Only to fall right back to the fucking bottom
I've been trying to find the answers
But the words still pass me by
As much as I think I've learned
I still destroy myself