Send me back to hell's gates I'm sick of the path and the light that awaits Send me back to hell's gates I'm sick of the path and the light that awaits Let the light go Antimatter is all I know Nurture nor nature Will ever depict the state Of our decaying cells Ultraviolet catalytic hell Happiness is a half-life Comfort found at the end of a knife Strength or deterioration Suffering decadence Eclipsing around you The light fragments and shines right through I've fought off burning Absorbing all wavelengths Darkness is all I'll know Carbon 14 Beta-decay, numbered days We're not made the same So, I've tried and try as I might You can't illuminate that void of light Eclipsing around you The light fragments and shines right through I've fought off burning Absorbing all wavelengths I am nothing Falling amidst a black hole Drowning with colours we won't know I reached for the light And it burnt my hand Weakened, worthless No shining idols will stand Send me back to hell's gates I'm sick of the path and the light that awaits Send me back to hell's gates Send me back Sub-atomic rot Decay And nothing more