All my life, I've been searching for an answer But since my diagnosis, a death wish spreads like cancer My fate got marked by this insatiable malignancy Been caught up by my past, can I defeat it again No escape, no runaway An old acquaintance came to visit to take this life from me From me I am begging for a chance to survive If there is a god, why do I have to pay this price And I'll fight And I'll fight (fight) For the rest of my life (my life) I can feel it growing deep down in my chest I'll scream with the rest of my lungs (my lungs) I want to live a life worth dying for Day in, day out I'm getting more paralyzed Hemoptysis cancer cough predicting demise Nothing can cure this hell Nothing can cure my disease Metastasis forces me to my knees Why can't I die in peace And live a life worth dying for Why must I suffer decease Suffer decease Fuck And I'll fight (Fight) for the rest of my life (My life) I can feel it growing deep down in my chest I'll scream with the rest of my lungs (My lungs) I want to live a life worth dying for Worth dying for A life worth dying for Yeah Worth dying for Caught in a spiral of tragedy Enduring radiation therapy Consuming chemicals to survive I'm slowly dying, but I'm still alive But I'm still alive With every pill I take My will for being alive fades What's killing me, my cancer or my sorrow With every breath I take I feel my life fade Uncertain if I will wake up tomorrow I'm still alive With every breath I take I feel my life fade away Uncertain if I will wake up tomorrow