I tried my best To not let me down But every day it feels like I would drown In sorrow, anger and pain Can you help me get my life again? All the voices in my head keep telling me There ain't nobody who cares for me There's so much more I'm supposed to be If you let me be I'm sorry for the things I've done I'm sorry for the things that happened I just try to get things done I just try to make it better I feel like everyone is watching And I can't escape I feel like there is something that's keeping me awake Like a shadow Crawling through the night I leave everything behind Cause I still hope to find A place to stay a while Set me free Leave me alone Let me find a place Let me build a home I tried to see the light of day All my colors are fading away New directions Are what I need to find to leave behind Expectations Keeping me alive I feel like everyone is watching And I can't escape I feel like there is something that's keeping me awake Like a shadow Crawling through the night I leave everything behind Cause I still hope to find A place to stay a while And everyone I love Is like a voice behind my back An echo in my head In my head And everyone I love Is like a voice behind my back And everyone I love Is like a voice behind my back It echoes in my head In my head I feel like everyone is watching And I can't escape I feel like there is something that's keeping me awake Like a shadow Crawling through the night I leave everything behind Cause I still hope to find A place to stay a while