I I'm hanging by a thread These things I can't forget Anymore And I just want to run away Leave everything behind 'Cause I can't stop these ghosts From haunting me at night I feel so sick and tired Tired of my life Need you to hold me tight To make me feel alive To make me feel alive I try to bury me I'm drowning in tears All these memories I repress my fears In endless misery I will disappear I try to bury me I'm drowning in tears All these memories I repress my fears In endless misery I will disappear And you You are a part of me You're everything I need I tear apart again When you're not here with me Looking in the mirror But I don't see myself Everything's so different This is somebody else I know, I know That I was hurting you And I know that I That I don't deserve you I try to bury me I'm drowning in tears All these memories I repress my fears In endless misery I will disappear I'm not trying to hurt you I'm just trying my best I don't deserve you But I'm trying my best I tried so hard to bury me I'm drowning in those memories I repress my fears in endless misery And I will disappear