Wind up every happy thought you had You thought it would never go away End up purging every toxic jab It's on par to overthink it If you are finally letting go That's good. You shouldn't wait What's the worst thing I could say? If it took a half a year to Address intrusive thoughts Is this the worst place I could stay? Laying down in the off-brown colored grass The rain felt the need to harass "Get out of your comfort zone" I say with plans I postponed Yet again If I had embedded code making it Hard to learn to cope It must be safe to say I'm on my own If I was a better friend with a Heart that isn't stone I'm sure I'm a great person to have known