To forget you would honestly
Be amazing
So I can live daily
And what's worse for me is
That I can't bring you
Up so casually
It'll just hurt internally
And that's too much for me
Every time I waved I received a gaze
With furrowed brows
Like I did something wrong
Every light you gave has paved the way
To help me think so rationally
It's just so exhausting
To keep getting lost in
A human race I'll never understand
If not for my insecurities
I would not accept defeat so easily here
I'm ready to go whenever you are
That is if you want to leave
Why is it so hard to believe that
All I had was time to make it right?
But I moved on because I cut it off
Even once is enough to admit that I need help
Don't tell me I'm wrong
It's just so unlike me
To be so delightfully
Hateful and angrily out of hand