Is this working?
Is the record on?
Is it cool if I say anything at all?
Is it comforting to know
I'm without structure
When I do not follow my perforated seams
Am I crumbling under pressure?
An unfortunate end without any means
Cause I've buried these harmful notions all my life
I'm married to the thought I'll never find a wife
I've carried the cost of living on my shoulders
It's making me want to get some closure
Well maybe the last five years
Weren't as insincere
As the healing that went unearned
Just to say what I want to hear
Is this side of me nothing special
Like a piece of gum stuck under a bus seat
I owe everything to another
And he's twice as good as anyone can be
Can't help but set myself up for failure like
Like I won't even fall in a straight line
Losing touch with all those that I held dear
Missing all of the things I need to hear
It's what I need to hear
Need to hear
Need to hear
Need to hear
Well maybe the last five years
Weren't as insincere
As the healing that went unearned
Just to say what I want to hear