I tried going a whole day without taking your name in vain 'Cause someone told me it means so Much more than some quick tempered phrase Do I even want to know my worst offense? Only discoverable looking through your lens A quick tempered man does a foolish thing But what do you say about the man that Sings about his past like he won't go back? It feels like a lawyer's dodge to make my case against the judge And get away with everything I've done and end up above Will you give me the strength to fight myself every step of the way? Will you show to me the length of my evil days? I used to wanna ride on eagle wings I used to wanna feel that peaceful breeze It all feels like you're holding me underneath Dear dad, sorry for making the family look so bad My wicked ways are set They gained control of the innocence I had left Just write me off as your black sheep I get too much in my own head But I am longing for the solace I never had