Now now
Think about all this time spent
In my studio, where my time went?
Where my mind went?
I can't find it
Record a song, then I rewind it (Damn)
Crumpled up, people, retry it
Will they buy it?
Deny it
Best friend is my eyelids
When I close them and start vibin'
In my own world, no one can see
Me and the things that I believe (Uh huh)
My pen against my paper
I write what I want
Go home, haters, uh
Ever since I feel your pain
Told to be different to fit in the game
Got lonely thoughts and that Paul Merrain
Stormed the past, see another day
'Nother day comes and another day goes
Let the lights dim low
When the world is cold
And the world is cold
Gonna feel alone
Tryna find myself
Won't wanna be a reflection
God, I don't wanna see
"Hate that shit," I write on these beats
But I love music, it'll never cease
I'm in my own world
Where no one can see
But my old girl with those cuts will bleed
Life is just a puzzle for my bitch without the muzzle
Just experience the struggle and the pros to be
Tryna find the balance for the sober me
Demons on my shoulder take control of me
But I look into the mirror like "This ain't who I'm supposed to be"
Fuck you think I'm supposed to be?
Ain't nobody dope as me
I just experience this spirit shit up through my doper me (Uh huh)
Experience the coldest dream, experience my only need
I'ma find a way to shoutout everybody on my team
Shake forever, dirty league
Seventh heaven, flowin' free
Stylin', we wylin', keep climbin'
Blowin' on that tree
Playin' for?
Haze, Mellow, Susie Lee
Can't wait to look back on this shit
Thinkin', "Damn, look at what we grew to be."
'Nother day comes and another day goes
Let the lights dim low
When the world is cold
And the world is cold
Gonna feel alone
Tryna find myself
Won't wanna be a reflection
God, I don't wanna see
"Hate that shit," I write on these beats
But I love music, it'll never cease
I'm in my own world
Own world, own world
I'm in my own world
Own world, own world, yeah
I'm in my own world
Own world, own world, yeah
I'm in my own world
Own world, own world
I'm in my—