I'm the queen of self-sabotage ♪ A-a-a-ah (a-a-a-ah) Where did the day go? I've been staring at the ceiling, trying to find a reason Not to stay in bed and then forget how to breathe, yeah Try to fill my head with common sense It's suffocating; all the expectation Can I have your sleeve to wipe my eyes? 'Cause I've tried my best too many times I'm the queen of self-sabotage, queen of self-sabotage A-a-a-ah, ah-a- I hate myself I'm the queen of self-sabotage, queen of self-sabotage A-a-a-ah, ah-a- I hate myself I fell in love and ended up getting my number deleted I'm full of shit; you smell a lie every time I secrete it 'Cause when it comes to losing you, you know that I'm undefeated I'll never break the cycle; I'm stuck in a loop and repeat it But tell me why you coming back when you tell me you resent me? I cannot fill the void inside you keep on coming up empty You try to tell me this is healthy, but we know we're pretending Settling down was never a happy ending I'm the queen of self-sabotage, queen of self-sabotage A-a-a-ah, ah-a- I hate myself I'm the queen of self-sabotage, queen of self-sabotage A-a-a-ah, ah-a- I hate myself A-a-a-ah, ah-a- I hate myself A-a-a-ah, ah-a- I hate myself A-a-a-ah, ah-a- (I hate myself) A-a-a-ah, ah-a-, a- ♪ A-a-a-ah I'm the queen of self-sabotage, queen of self-sabotage A-a-a-ah, ah-a- I hate myself I'm the queen of self-sabotage, queen of self-sabotage A-a-a-ah, ah-a- I hate myself