Every night I lay awake
Hating God because I prayed
That tomorrow you would change
But tomorrow never came
All the best times with you were a bad time
Watching the sunset, until you get upset
And suddenly you turn it to a black sky
Wearing a sundress, turn me to a drum set
Banging on me till I'm getting black eyes
But I can take the hit for our relationship
I'm terrified to let it cap size
After fuckin' with you I need to get baptized
You'd rather let me drown
Than watch me let you down
I've got you figured out
Still scared to let you go
Because you're all I know
You're my reflection now
Every night I lay awake
Hating God because I prayed
That tomorrow you would change
But tomorrow never came
Now I'm naked and afraid
Watching everything decay
Cuz you promised you would change
But tomorrow never came
All I got is nightmares and not memories
A year with you is like century
If we get another life I pray you won't remember me
You had me in a penitentiary
How could you
Manipulate someone that's empathetic, then forget it
When I'm sick of you, you tell me you're the medic, and I let it
Slide cuz you know that I get sympathetic, it's a lesson
That I finally learned it's time to try to dead it, all the wreckage
You'd rather let me drown
Than watch me let you down
I've got you figured out
Still scared to let you go
Because you're all I know
You're my reflection now
Every night I lay awake
Hating God because I prayed
That tomorrow you would change
But tomorrow never came
Now I'm naked and afraid
Watching everything decay
Cuz you promised you would change
But tomorrow never came
Every night I lay awake
Hating God because I prayed
That tomorrow you would change
But tomorrow never came
Now I'm naked and afraid
Watching everything decay
Cuz you promised you would change
But tomorrow never came