One more second in my bed I'm haunted by the things he said Got pulled in by a single thread I wonder what it was You recognize the pain in me But obvious lack of certainty That's something where we both agree I never thought I would take the lead I never thought I would take the lead I never thought I would take the lead I see you pass with bitter eyes Cuts deeper than a crooked knife Slip further out into the night I wonder where you were That sickle left a nasty scar Caught stealing from the super-mart I'll figure it out, how to leave my mark I never thought I would get this far I never thought I would get this far I never thought I would get this far I think about you when I sleep Move further and further through endless dreams I get tired from the fake life that's building in me I wonder what is real Explains why I'm not good with death I get quiet and emotionless That's something I cannot express I never thought I'd be in this mess I never thought I'd be in this mess I never thought I'd be in this mess I never thought I'd be in this mess I never thought I'd be in this mess