There's a habit where the hurt is. Right below the surface. Anything to think that I don't deserve it. Pain on purpose. Bleed to the worship. Hit the same vein 'cause you know where the curse is. Holding breath. Watching death. Does it pass me by? Clutch my chest. Violence. Right behind the eyes. It just doesn't make sense. Give everything to get back violence. It all feels so tense. See it flash when I close my eyelids. Let your pride sing. It's gonna kill ya son. I'm barking at the void. Every time I miss the point. Break my neck to save my voice. Hang on the hurt without a choice. There's a habit where the hurt is. Right below the surface. Anything to think that I don't deserve it. Pain on purpose. Bleed to the worship. Hit the same vein 'cause you know where the curse is. I'm not safe here. I'm not safe here. I'm not safe here. I'm not. I'm not.