It's all too much
I hate what you think of me
I've been losing sleep
What hurts the most is that you're right about me
A waste of space, even I can't stand me
It's all too much
I'm a waste of space
I'm a useless stain
Just leave me on the ceiling
Even now, you're still on my mind often
I'll carve your name as I scratch inside my coffin
I'd tear my fingers down to the bone
The thoughts of you make me feel less alone
I hope you never think of me
Because you are all I see
And the sight of you will always fucking destroy me
But now I know it was only me
Breathe in slowly
One last step
Empty
So lonely
I won't turn back now
I think my heart only beat so you could stop it
It's made of glass, and you smiled as you dropped it
I've reached a point of no return
I have no way to discern what is real, what's pretend?
Might as well just make it end
I can't even trust my heart
I've reached a point of no return
I have no way to discern what is real, what's pretend?
Might as well just make it end
I can't even trust my heart
I knew you used me from the start
Breathe in slowly
One last step
Empty
So lonely
I won't turn back
I decided it was time to let go
Not just of you, but of everything I know
I always knew that this life wasn't meant for me
I've always felt beaten down by my anxiety
No lifelines left but the one on my neck
My mind is fading as the rope holds me tight
My dangling feet glowing in the moonlight
The pain fades into fear
I know there's no mercy here
The frailty of my life is all coming clear