What's on your mind?
Some nights I stay up
Afraid of the backs of my eyes
Afraid to see inside, my head
(What's inside my head?)
Afraid to deal with the weight that I held
Faint forgiveness in the air
But I'm convinced that they won't care
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Feigned forgiveness in the air
Within reach, but they won't care
But there's a hand still reaching out for me
To reach into my heart's attempt to see
To take off this blindfold covering me
The anxiety, the depression, isolation, obsession
Observe the story again.
Tell it from cover to cover (cover to cover)
My life's a trial of missteps and errors (missteps and errors)
I turned my back on my family
And God's house that we called home
But I'm no longer in control
The bottle's gripped tight around my throat
Don't forget who you are
Get out of this hole that you've dug yourself in
A goodbye and a letter
Hold on to hope of things, maybe, getting better
Of all the dreams and terrors you've seen
Something always stands out
It's what life could have been
That thought of making it work, or have I?
Have I just made it worse?
Can we mend what is broken if I'm on the outside?
Get by with surface hello's and goodbyes
Hello, goodbye
A look too deep and they might see what's inside?
What's inside?
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A look too deep and they might see
What's inside?
Hold my heart in the way you first saw it
Of all the memories the worst stay stuck on rewind
(Hold my heart in the way that you first saw it)
Hold my heart in the way that you first saw it
Of all the memories the worst stay stuck on rewind

You lose (yourself to the world)
You've (lost yourself to the world)
I've lost myself to the world