Alone
Unconnected with the others
Looks like you have chose to be alone
Not to be smothered
A sense of humor in it all
Though you've blocked yourself
So they don't see you fall
Alone it seems
So I'll choose to be
A friend
But I guess its alright
To believe a lie
You can't ever be exactly who you want
You can't see through their eyes.
A liar, aliar
It seems that is all we do
An unsuspecting infrared
I simply cannot see the truth
The lies
Why must
You gain my trust
And let it fall
It seems
That I'm nothing or true
At all
So the story begins
Where I begin to think of the meaning
Of this all
Not picking up
Because I couldn't hear the call
It was in my mind
A subconscious mine
I didn't know I could find
The truth
I didn't even know I could find
Fucking youth
Seems I've realized more since then
But why do (I) still
Want to take the chance
Forgive you no matter what
Unchoreographed dance
Am I fucking myself up
In social terms
My life started untrue
Why you are sticking like
Wait
Deja vu
I've experienced this all before
When I said with trust
(Into the seat of dreams)
No
The light just decided to go
You're so unpredictable
Why can't I fucking know
Tonight
I'm just thinking of my life
A life in which I could live
As cool as you were to me
Why did you abandon me
The Let Down - No Signal - Seat of Dreams - 2019