Heartlessly abandoned At the highest peaks of chaos Staring at the only path My only path goes nowhere A loss so overshadowed, so in vain An atom spiraling through darkyears of pain I'm on my way to meet hell deep below Gracefully I am devoured I see her break and crush and bastardize Sudden escape from the upheaval Leaves like porcupines pierce her skin Soft, warm juices pour on my palms Her contagious sensual mystique Overwhelms me I can't assimilate Just cannot comprehend This Essence Heaven-Sent Outbalanced and painless I sparkle with my empress In an Essence Heaven-Sent (I simply long to feel What's too true to be real) I must meet hell down deep inside To break and crush all the inherent lies Together we'll untie the vast intrigues Together... we will control our lives!