And when the ball dropped On new years eve I knew that this year Wasn't for me It took me this long Just to see That what's broken Was just a part of me You'll see that I've changed All my clothes I changed every little thing You used to know I grew my beard out Started smoking weed And I can't even tell you What that means As the world falls To its knees And I wake up from A restless dream And I look around Just to see That I'm free