I can't be the only one Who's sitting laughing at somebody's funeral I don't like to address the things that make me uncomfortable So I go to this place in my mind Where nobody can cry And no one ever dies Don't know why I pretend it's not real So I don't have to deal With all the feelings I don't wanna feel I should be sad right now Why won't I let myself I should be sad right now But I block it all out Cause I don't wanna be sad Sad right now Sad right now Sad right now Sad right now I should be sad Sad right now Sad right now I should be sad Should be sad If I get to deep in emotions I might not come out alive So I don't try There's just no in between for me I feel it all in black and white Instead I go to this place in my mind Where nobody can cry And no one ever dies Don't know why I pretend it's not real So I don't have to deal With all the feelings I don't wanna feel (I don't wanna feel) I should be sad right now Why won't I let myself I should be sad right now But I block it all out Cause I don't wanna be sad Sad right now Sad right now Sad right now Sad right now I should be sad Sad right now Sad right now I should be sad Should be sad Gonna be a day when I break down There's gonna be a day when I freak out Been keeping it all in think I need help Cause right now, right now I should be sad right now, right now I should be sad right now Sad right, sad right now Sad right now Sad right now Sad right now I should be sad Sad right now Sad right now I should be sad Should be sad I should be sad right now Why won't I let myself I should be sad right now I should be sad Should be sad I can't be the only one Who's sitting laughing at somebody's funeral (I should be sad)