Feel the rush as it tingles, tantalizing my spine How many more times can my nerve endings explode Jonesing again for that one last dose Shove it in my veins until I'm comatose [Chorus] When I'm gone I can't do anything The beating of my heart consumes everything Finding a cure for this never ending quest I battle with the demon, he cheats me with his test I have played the fool stuck pins into my eyes My rage of hate attacked me haunts my soul and dies [Chorus - repeat] Why does it control everything in me When I'm in control I know wrong from right But when it's in my blood i can't put up a fight Feeling weak and powerless I begin to cry How could I betray myself to my loved ones Cheat & lie [Speed chorus] I kneel before the god that stole my life I am still alive in here but don't know how to die Emptiness and tortured awash in misery My body craves another fix I just wish to die All the things I've lost and ruined repentance can't buy When I'm stretched out on a slab no rush forever more [Speed chorus - repeat] As my mind breaks/sweats and my body aches/ Pushed up are the stakes/ -- / Will I live to see/my mind cleared of slavery/ My weakness cured by bravery/ -- / [Verse I - repeat] [Chorus - repeat] [Verse II - repeat]