Happiness we find it in each other We find it in the air We find it in success stay We find it in everything,but ourselves Stay here with me Especially when we need it most Don't stay you have to go You see when I was growing up And though ties would hit I would just,i would run away Hope ran as fast as I could No matter where i ran Hold me softly Leaving all of my problems behind me And not realizing that nothing was In front of me,i'm weaker than you know The only thing that we ever need is hope And it seems to be the hardest thing to find So I went out searching for something That I could have found in myself Without knowing I needed to search within myself And I lost me in the process Trapped by these walls of the outside world I needed something that I didn't have Or that I didn't realize i had all along I lost my way,i lost my mind,i lost my hope I lost who I was and who I was meant to become You see happiness doesn't always have to be hard To find doesn't always have to be Earned through pain But I remember this emotion that it gave me That one time i felt it (Setting far too fast) Back when I was eight years old hearing me mom Yell my name listening to my dad cheering me on Reminds me where I'm from and feeling my heart Beat outside my chest because remembering this feeling I needed to remind myself to breathe,breathe I would get so worked up and I would forget who I was And everything I worked so hard to become Breathe it all in because these moments don't last long One second your reminiscing next thing disappears Before we know it's gone just trying to catch some rest As you are tossing and turning because your mind is just going A mile a minute,i've been losing sleep It was the greatest feeling i can ever remember But the memory wouldn't last long Spinning all my thoughts around you Because I would get in these arguments With the voice inside my head It seems you have my heart It had me battling myself Until one day I looked up And decided to fight And I'm not scared about it You see we're constantly pushing away the positive times To make room for our negative memories As if remembering those times you're going to make The future any brighter when in reality The future is only as bright as we begin to make it It is not based on our past it is based on our now It is about taking the action to be happy Now to be who you are now you spoke This is all easier said than done But making negative memories has never been hard Spoke in spirt so maybe its that time to challenge yourself And who you are about to become i heard it clear as day Before one day you wake up And you find yourself being someone That you were never meant to become A hope find that hope in loved ones Find it deep down inside of you because it is there Long abandoned don't think it will be at the surface You will have to dig deep and search for it Returning from the dust because hope Has been in you all along you just lost it way back When you thought that you needed to be someone else I've been losing sleep so get your rest because you'll need it And take your breaks along the way because there is no rush Spinning all my thoughts around you so slow down When you need to stop when you feel like you have to It seems you have my heart and reach out When you feel like you need strength Because you are not alone and I'm not scared about it