I tried to get over you Tell me what I'm, Tell me what I'm Tell me what I'm supposed to do I run away from the good memories That bring me close to you I just wanna love you right But I just end up choking you It's like I'm addicted to the pain And end up overdosing you All my baggage that I brought into this love Is why you're broke in two How can I hold it together When we both know I'm broken too I just need some, I just need some TLC How can I love myself when I hate every part of me Looking in the mirror and I hate who's staring back at me I'm so depressed but I smile cos I know that's what you wanna see And I hide behind a mask like every day is Halloween You wanna hear sorry, baby, this is my apology I fight my inner demons Yeah, my mind is like the Coliseum It's a tale as old as time Been around since the holocene Every time we argue and I get mad I say things I could never mean Somewhere between the words I can't take back And the way you stare at me I lost my identity to this codependency I tried to be strong for you But I'm so fucking weak I just need some, I just need some TLC How can I love myself when I hate every part of me Looking in the mirror and I hate who's staring back at me I'm so depressed but I smile cos I know that's what you wanna see And I hide behind a mask like every day is Halloween You wanna hear sorry, baby, this is my apology