Your a light but it flickered out quickly Hard to say hard to know when I think it wasnt real So for years it really didnt effect me Never missed when I thought no one else had any way Theres a point when my memoriess fuzzy And all Im left with a once very beautiful machine Loving suring it was their intentions No excuses is the one I could even pay the price Im scared of winn-in And darkness And I still beleive in monsters Gotta think this was all of my doin Gotta think I deserved it and this is all my fault I had a dream that I couldnt stop screaming Trust myself but I just couldnt cut myself to stop Theres a spot where a place in my conscience That I feel that I done something awful to myself I was awful to somebody else When Im alone it effects is deep inside me When Im alone I start to think this Glad your not home I need for you to see me When Im alone things get quite scary Im scared of winn-in And darkness And I still believe in monsters