Do I believe me When I say that I have changed Or is it deceiving With all the lies that I have said Am I misleading All the people around me And am I receding To what I always used to be I think I needed to fall apart To make sure I wouldn't break your heart So won't you tell me tell me tell me I'm overthinking And everything always happens for a reason I never thought change would be good to me So won't you tell me tell me tell me I'm overthinking And everything always happens for a reason I never thought change would be good to me (I never thought that change would be good to me) I'm finally feeling like myself again And for a second there I thought I'd always fucking spend Every night Out late pop pills to the start of light Drive drunk for the thrills just to risk my life Lose control of the night But the feeling was right But the feeling was right and so wrong I think I needed to fall apart To make sure I wouldn't break your heart So won't you tell me tell me tell me I'm overthinking And everything always happens for a reason I never thought change would be good to me So won't you tell me tell me tell me I'm overthinking And everything always happens for a reason I never thought change would be good to me