I'm running out of things to write about and so I'm scared that I'm Getting too comfortable with your arms that I built a home inside I don't wanna mess this up like I do Every single time, like I do every single time The future scares me and i'd be lying if i said i didn't think About the fact that one day soon I might not get to fall asleep Right beside you and wake up with you lying next to me Wake up with you next to me I don't mean to be pessimistic but I don't see the point sometimes in Drawing this out I don't wanna waste your time I'm scared that saying these things out loud might make them come true And my dreams are confirmation that i'm slowly losing you I'm suffocating under pressure what else can I do Please tell me what to do I'm too sensitive and ruin every single thing I touch I've convinced myself that I will never ever be enough I want to be the type of person that deserves your love I don't deserve your love I don't mean to be pessimistic but I don't see the point sometimes in Drawing this out I don't wanna waste your time I don't mean to be pessimistic but I don't see the point sometimes in Drawing this out I don't wanna waste your time