Paint me with my blemishes I want to know if they're as bad as I assume For the shading: Take some water, muddle pills in from the bottle in my bedroom Just get the likeness right Because I'm gonna try and sell it when you're done Then take some time get my head right and commission you for another one That'll show that I've been drinking less I've been working on getting my lungs pink again That I'm saving up to leave And I've been eating and breathing better 'Cause every self portrait I've made is either far too grey or it looks like someone else If I don't find a new kind of paint I don't think I'll recognize myself Every self portrait I've made is either far too grey or it looks like someone else If I don't make some kind of change I don't think I'll ever forgive myself I guess the glory days didn't age so well, And this gallery has never payed so I'm selling everything Starting with a canvas whitewash clean