I don't know where to start
I guess I'm sick of always feeling like I've come so far
What's it like to be happy or be someone else
At this point it's getting darker I can't see myself
In this dark room
This is lifeless
And it's getting hard to live without a purpose
Is there more to life, or am I wasting mine
I guess it's never enough to fill the hole inside an insatiable fuck
Take me away for every word that I leave to be unsaid
I think you're better off dead
I think it's all in my mindset
Misery my only friend
I'm always home to welcome you
Open wounds and padded rooms wont dull the ache, what else is new
I don't recognize myself in reflections
I guess it's true, I never learn my lesson
And I know I'm not sane
But I'll do what it takes to show I'm nothing like you
Low life, miserable life we share
The only thing I have left are blank stares
Hollow, empty from the start
You tore my world apart
And you killed the last bit of good in me
Like I'm not enough of what I used to be
I despise reflections staring back at me
I see the emptiness and I can't look past it
Commit me
Take me away
For every word that I leave to be unsaid
Misery my only friend
I'm always home to welcome you and open wounds
I don't recognize myself anymore
Staring into this void that's mirrored myself to blame
Locked in a burning house
A vessel built to break
Anchor made from my mistakes
I feel this guilt
It's crawling in my skin
I've been living the same way
Every single day
L'appel du vide
I am the call of the void motherfucker
Here I am
I open up myself again
Just to see
What I'm really made of
I think I'm losing it
I'm not good enough
Over and over again
I'm not good enough
Just let me sink
I think I'm losing it
Over and over again
I'm not good enough
I know I'm losing it
Over and over again