I'm just living a lie I'm just living to die Sick, broken, beaten, who am I? Who am I? Leech Deep inside my troubled mind Lays the thought that I will never be the same Twisted lies, rot inside Bury all my thoughts down deep Through my eyes Taking for granted everyone around me I'm just a waste of space A waste of life eternally I can see the coward that lives inside of me Purge this leech, look at me, buried deep It's not me, I was afraid of you Useless soul, become unknown Feeding my disease Why can't I just fucking break through this pain? It's killing me My hands are shaking You're making fun of me Behind closed doors I loose mind Burdened with A selfish lie Smile Sit back See how everything gets better Make sense Right? Right?! 30 days I stayed inside Feeling hopeless I can't decide So I crawl back into my hole leave me alone Alone I can see the coward that lives inside of me Purge this leech, look at me, buried deep I can see the coward that lives inside of me Purge this leech, look at me, buried deep It's not me, I was afraid of you Useless soul, become unknown Feeding my disease