I'm stuck here rotting away I'm stuck here rotting away! Yeah Ran overload Sinking under down like a boat Lost my memories it's all gone (All gone) Run overdose Need another pill just to cope The walls are shaking and my brain goes numb I want to be free There's nothing for me to hide behind You want to see me Bottled up and pushed aside Make me waste my fucking life I am hating Every second of this torture Bleeding From my mouth I am shouting Help me No one cares enough to fucking believe You worthless pigs When I'm gone for days do you think of me I bet you're happy knowing I could never fucking live free You gotta vision for me Push it! Push it Push it! Till I fucking snap You wanna see me fucking Lose it Lose it! Lose all my self respect A couple days pass Mind is fully checked out Blank stare Lost here Black eyes I'm blind Maybe one more dose will fix my fucking fears A couple days pass Mind is fully checked out Blank stare I'm lost here Black eyes I'm blind Maybe one more dose will fix my fucking fears Fuck I've been choking on my own tongue Smash the mirror just to pull another shard out I've been sleeping all alone Medicine, vicodin, numb the pain, stop it all You gotta vision for me Push it! Push it Push it! Till I fucking snap You wanna see me fucking Lose it Lose it! Lose all my self respect You gotta vision for me Push it! Push it Push it! Till I fucking snap You wanna see me fucking Lose it Lose it! Lose all my self respect