End this please
I'm on the edge of losing everything
Doing all I can to fill this life with endless misery
Please I beg
Just end this now I'm feeling hollowed out
Remember everything I did
The one to blame I'm bleeding now
Silence is killing me
Repressing all these memories inside my head
Your face I can't forget
I'm not the victim
I'm the one to blame
Dealing with sicknesses inside my brain
Your words still hurt the same
No getting used to my mind's state
Keep seeing faces that I've learned to hate
I keep begging you to let me live
Don't think I'll ever be alright
Silence is killing me
Repressing all these memories inside my head
Your face I can't forget
I'm not the victim
I'm the one to blame
Dealing with sicknesses inside my brain
Your words still hurt the same
I am...
I am begging you to let me live
I am begging you to let me live!
Like this
Suffering from self loathing taking over me
Did you ever think that you're the reason for your past mistakes?
Look at you
You're just a shell of who you used to be
Did you ever think that you're the reason for your past mistakes?
End this please
I'm on the edge of losing everything
Doing all I can to fill this life with endless misery
Please I beg
Just end this now I'm feeling hollowed out
Remember everything I did
The one to blame I'm bleeding now
Damaged, shocked from the shit that I've witnessed
Everybody's turned their back on me it's hard to admit this
And I'm never getting better with time
Cause it's too late now I've died inside
It's so little to learn