Our last statement, a page left for us all to share The last words you ever wrote Each word deliberate and final "For those who care" and suddenly time stops None of you are to blame I just can't find a pause from the pain I'm not strong enough Not able to cope through the strain I'm lost in your thoughts At the scene where you fell While the drop for you was short The fall for me was hell I'm lost in your thoughts At the scene where you fell While the drop for you was short The fall for me was hell I still can't find the strength to read it again To hear your whole head was a wreck I trace through the lines like i did on that night Where you threw in the towel and gave up the fight I'm just not getting by, barely clinging on but I understand And I hope you found peace That you found rest My fingers pressed against your name The ink has faded from years of neglect, from years of neglect I'm lost in my thoughts At the scene where I'll fall And I'll sink like you did I deserve this hell As your lungs filled your heart slowed still And your lips turned blue The image as you sank, there's nothing I can do I destroyed myself when I took your life from you