Sickened by the feeling you get from recalling,
And the person I wish I was watching
That whole time was you.
I couldn't keep it out, the thought of you and him.
But when I heard you say it once I knew it sunk in.
I heard you again and again repeat those same lines
"I wished it never happened, wished it never happened"
.Oh but how you tried.
Found out the truth
So there's no need for you to spew your lies all over
My friends they're not yours to lie to anymore.
I'm standing by the things I once said.
I'll never trust in you again.
Do you feel obligated in any way
To reveal the true colors you tried to shade?
Sit back and taste repercussions of
Losing someone you love.
But not by death, by actions made.
It's just the point I've been trying to prove
About you and those things you did.
I couldn't spell it out any clearer.
All these people think they know what it's like,
They don't, although I'm sure they'll get the message.
This could be your chance to hear what I have to say.
I didn't want to talk at first but now that you're listening.
I've been away far too long. I'm gonna stay put that way.
The trusted friend I once had is now gone and left,
Became a sad memory.
And that moment at which I let you stay
With the ones that held me back.
I could clearly see what was there,
What was lying underneath.
You won't get off the that easily.