Now in hand A choice ahead Buried in sand Once ablaze now dead Awake from my dream So it might seem Still I regret Have I made the choice yet? All I know is gone Still the hate it hides in me Still lost somehow To understand I must accept I dig with both hands Through a promise I kept The deeper I love, the more I awake And all that I took Was not mine to take All I know is gone Still the hate it hides in me Still lost somehow I know you are Still the fear is blinding me Near but so far To understand To understand All I know is gone Still the hate it hides in me Still lost somehow I know you are Still the fear is blinding me Near but so far To understand To understand