You've been tuned into The Wave 105
Just get high and go for a ride
You know the vibes
Ha ha ha Oh baby yeah
We've got a little bit of that new Wavy McGrady
Joint on from Brain Massage
Little bit of introspection
Nothing wrong with some introspection baby
Come on enough of me talking though
Let's get right into it
Do I let my demons in
Do I let my demons in aye
I'm just tired of the fight
When is it time I win aye
My cravings they all coming back
I don't want to deal with that
Really want to pour the jack
My mind feeling out of wack
Shit hit the fan now I'm running
Run run fast as you can aye
Someone get this man aye
Why do I think of Danny
Why can't I shake these memories
Why do I write and type erase so many
Damn essays
Ya'll don't care anyways
Daily use may not seem very good
From the outside I'm just misunderstood
It's just relative to neighborhoods
These are just excuses though
I know you know that I know
Can't pick a side like Istanbul
Sacrifice today for an in ground pool
Later on
But what if tomorrow don't come
This thoughts are no fun
Part of the generation troubled
While we're young
Explain that one
Part of me wants this so I'll never
Have to work again
And part of me wants this just so
I can help some friends
But I'd be lying if I failed to mention
I would like a little respect and credit
On multiple dimensions cuz
I've learned a lot
And failed ten fold
But theres something that I wanna
Clear up
That I haven't told
When I say things about the cash
This ain't just a money grab no
(Not a good one even if so)
It's just so much deeper than that
My life goal is security
With me, myself, and financially cuz
I'm deathly afraid actually
Of losing all my money going into
Bankrupcy and that's scaring me
Growing up pinch my pennies
I really don't have that many
But maybe that's being 20
To some I may have plenty
I'm stressed with nothing real steady, though
Can't neglect life's plentiful
Man, I can not wait to go
Feel like I'm still finding parking though
Seems that someone swoops in
When it's time to roll
But any who
Shoutout to who's still here
This song and along in my career
No chorus just one long verse
I guess that's a metaphor
For these years
This really is my therapy
No one's ever been scared of me
I'm not that guy, though I care to be
I guess that's just how it's meant to be
How it's meant to be
So I'll just do what's meant for me