The dirty sunlight shines Through broke Venetian blinds Cardboard and carpet stains These houses look the same I am avoiding what I know I should confront I disappear into your warmth They called us both upstairs We answered unaware On the couch paralyzed Tears filled up both their eyes It's not about you And you know it's not your fault We have to do this for ourselves I know you are only ten But when you're older you'll know We do the best that we can These are the cards we were dealt Remember that you are loved You have a family still It's all a part of god's plan He will forgive us I know I wanna crawl inside Get tangled in the wires I need new place to go Instead of real life I'm so removed from this I don't even exist The more the tubes will glow The further I can go And away we go The only thing that's certain now Is the uncertainty somehow You have to live with this You have no say in this From this point on I just don't care I will concede to the unfair I will not bat an eye when you abandon me I own this moment now This saturated sound I cannot compromise I know only overdrive