Tired of a life of constant dread Don't assume that I'm okay, cause I'd rather be dead There's not escaping from this fucked up life Wake up in the morning wishing I was not alive A vicious cycle I can't break How much more can I fucking take? These voices in my head won't go away They want to see me struggle through another fucking day Forever waiting for that fateful day When I can wake up, and not feel pain I gotta say It sucks being fucked up, maybe I should just give up I'm fucking sick and I wish that I could stop it But at this point in my life, I have no option