Staring at the mirror Seeing strangers stare at me Polar types confronting Some will talk and some will think Transient control Each with different goal Consequences deeply felt by all The blanks are here to stay They never fill and always seem uncanny Lost memories lie buried far away My heavy chain pulls down my brain Already I'm losing control Same host, different purpose All with origins unknown Fragments of my mind Piecing them together Trusting that the memories will make sense Instances of conflict Followed by denial Ending on a deal with price unknown The blanks are here to stay They never fill and always seem uncanny Lost memories lie buried far away My heavy chain pulls down my brain Already I'm losing control Forever in underworld Recovering on the floor Will ever get any better? Should I care what I've become? Lost, atrophied at the core Whenever in any reverie Reality Whenever in any reverie Reality gets darker Endless night raises over Kills the light Compromise my crowded mind