Well I don't think that she still loves me In fact I doubt she ever did Cause she just likes to push and shove me Until I've got no more to give And all of y'all might think I'm crazy But that's just how she makes me feel I'm losing my mind on the daily Wind up smoking my brain hazy Until none of this is real But loving her at first was easy Not like I had much else to do And then the harder that she squeezed me Oh man the more that I turned blue Well I wish she was a cheater Anything to make me right Cause every time I try to leave her I keep finding ways to need her And it's killing me inside No she don't need to say she's sorry Cause we both know that that ain't true Yeah she can even blame it on me And I will play the perfect fool I'll try to hold back my crying I'll try to act like I don't care Ah but there ain't no use in trying I bet I'll look back as I'm driving Hoping she's still standing there