I been fighting myself
I cannot say farewell
Know I gotta reach up to the stars, to grow and excel
Thought she loved me so I
Didn't need to love myself, why
Why I always tend to lose it every time but can't cry
I'm not man enough
No I'm not man enough
Cause I can't face my goddamn problems in the face like I should
No I can't look you in the eye, apologize, and come good
I need to dig a deeper hole, cause that's the way that I would
I just deal with things differently
I don't feel the things that you feel
And I know that you don't hate me
I just need to be there frequently
I need a better way, I need a better way
So I can free myself from mistakes
I need a better way, I need a better way
So I can free myself from mistakes
I been fighting myself
I cannot say farewell
Know I gotta reach up to the stars, to grow and excel
Thought she loved me so I
Didn't need to love myself, why
Why I always tend to lose it every time but can't cry
Learning to be myself
Learning to be my friend, yeah yeah
You gotta watch your soul
Too many snakes in these ends, yeah yeah
We gotta heal from the past
Move past life in a blast, yeah yeah
How much time did we waste
Time that we'll never get back, yeah yeah
I am an energy, I am a vigilant
I been aligned with the infinite
I swear I'm not cynical
You got an imagery
I'm on my way to be infamous
I dealt with some struggles but now I'm just looking for strength and to prove that I'm innocent
See I used to think that I needed some love, but I was addicted to stimulants
I need a better way, I need a better way
So I can free myself from mistakes
I need a better way, I need a better way
So I can free myself from mistakes
I been fighting myself
I cannot say farewell
Know I gotta reach up to the stars, to grow and excel
Thought she loved me so I
Didn't need to love myself, why
Why I always tend to lose it every time but can't cry