Cause I think the phone is the biggest distraction right now because Youre just waiting for a message from him *beep from a phone message* And it shouldn't be that way *beep from phone message* And maybe that's way I havent been sleeping all that well ." Yeah Yeah No No Just like You get to this Get to this point Where you're like Fuck it Hell no Hell no To everything And I think that's sort of where I was. *yawn* its like It's so weird because you You can't remember that feeling You can rationalise on it you can analyse on It, look at what you did and what you thought But the feeling of it is only there when you're in it In it?"