These days I can't recognise my face
These days I no longer feel the same
The weight is more than I can take
It feels like an eternity since I felt your embrace
These years have taken a heavy toll
These tears have seen my heart grow cold
These fears guilded in shining gold
Lest we forget this lifetime of regrets
A life filled with decadence and arrogance
Filled with opioids and affluence
Yet here I am alone trying to recognise
The face in the mirror, the image getting clearer
I lived a sublime life of crime I did my time,
Simply divine the higher I climbed
But in the back of my mind is darkness
Crossing that line as my sanity declines
What is this that I see,
The walls that surround me are warping reality
Wire vines with razor thorns
Wrapping around me so tightly I can't break free
It's either visions or delusions
From the concussion and confusion
All that's are these scars and contusions
My identity slipping away from me
These days I can't recognise my face
These days I no longer feel the same
The weight is more than I can take
It feels like an eternity since I felt your embrace
These years have taken a heavy toll
These tears have seen my heart grow cold
These fears gilded in shining gold
Lest we forget this lifetime of regrets
Even my memory is just out of arms reach
This pain is testing me so blindingly that I can't see
These drugs don't work on me knawing away at my sanity
I don't know what to believe only death can set me free
Even my memory is just out of arms reach
This pain is testing me so blindingly that I can't see
These drugs don't work on me knawing away at my sanity
I don't know what to believe only death can set me free
Only death can set me free
Knawing away at my sanity
Blind I cannot see
It's just out of arms reach
I pray for better days
I pray to take away my pain
I pray for a better fate
Give me wings so I can fly away
What is this that I see,
The walls that surround me are warping reality
Wire vines with razor thorns
Wrapping around me so tightly I can't break free
It's either visions or delusions from the concussion and confusion
All that's are these scars and contusions,
My identity slipping away from me
Now lay me down to sleep, I pray thee, Lord, my soul to keep
If I should die before I wake, I pray thee, Lord, my soul to take