I am desire but you are weak And I despise the sound of leaks In veins to quiet to even speak Just bleed despair but never scream I am revenge and disbelief And I regret the tracks I leave In snow that isn't even deep I hold the blade, sharp as can be You had me going out of my head With all the things that you said You had me going out of my head But now I walk away from you instead I am on fire but you retreat With arteries so tense they shriek Anemic secrets that won't keep A heart that numb must choose deceit I am mayhem and treachery And dead-ends never bothered me Your hollow voice shouts, "Victory!" But whispers, restless, when you sleep, "She had me going out of my head" I did descend but now I'm free And I confess you still seem sweet But you no longer disarm me You had me going out of my head With all the things that you said You had me going out of my head But now I walk away from you instead