What i wanted to ignore is still really there Wanted to act all cool but i still care Will i be, will i be, what i wanted to be I guess it doesnt matter As long as it matters to me Is there a heaven or hell? I'd like to die so i can check My great grandad and my old dog Havent called up yet Is there a heaven or hell? I'd like to die so i can check My great grandad and my old dog Havent called up yet In my head Will i ever make a magnum opus? Will i ever get to be more stoic? When i die will i be remembered? I guess it doesnt matter in the long run, Will i ever even find true love? Is it even meant to last? What the hell am i doing here? Im too scared to ask You view me as a stray So i'll stay out of your way You view me as a stray So i'll stay out your fuckin way