I've mentioned before there's an army That sets up camp deep in my soul I thought it was there rooting for me But now I see it as my foe Forming resistance within me With allies of meltdowns and fear The battle I spoke of is nearing I never thought it would be here No, I never thought it would be here So, we're at war And I'm too scared to ask How long it will last And what we're fighting for I'm dodging the defense I'm trying to make it make Sense Desperately seeking a treaty Fretfully fighting a coup It's gaining control of my future And draining a hole in my truth Yeah, we're at war And I'm too scared to ask How long it will last And what we're fighting for I'm dodging the defense And trying to make it make Sense Ohh, oh-oh Now if I surrender They'll have to retreat From the armies within The army within me All is not lost It's only begun But I cannot forget I am one Though we're at war I am one Oh, we're at war Trying to make it make Sense