1-2-3-4 It only hurts me when I'm awake It seems to die with dreaming And ther's only so much that i can fake When my whole life's careening down I will not die It only kills me cause i'm alive And living this disaster And its all i can do now to survive I live to beat my master down I will not die Down i will not die When i'm well, i long to be Only in love with you But i guess i'll never be Oh and you know its true It does not stop that we all die I know this trips to slaughter But if only i could let me cry I feel healing water oh down I will not die Down i will not die Down i will not die